she just go on, being unnoticed.

Just came back from Grandpa's place. Sunday is a relaxing day or should i say nothing much to do? When the pace slows down, it's hard to adapt. It's pretty hard to find something interesting to do these days. All we have is, shopping, eating, movie and ktv? What else? Nothing new at all.

A hectic lifestyle, is what i'd rather have,

knowing time passes like the speed of light.

Before i know it,

the day would be over.

Drawing my attention away,

from every little thing.

Life goes on,

being unnoticed.

As the crowd passes by,

i just want to hide.

upon the starry night.

In the morning, went to SIM to submit application for enrollment. Then, caught a movie - 21.

Ratings : 6/10
Rantings : I hate to realise that math is incredibly important.
The male and female leading actor and actress are amazingly attractive :D

It's like 5am and i just got home from pool side bbq at Sumama's house with Yingrui and Jo. Had funnnn.



Washing the fish with multi-functional gloves!



He caught it :D





Setting up the fire.



The ladies gave up.











Hahas. this is super cute man.











Special thanks to Sumama to prepare the food and Robin to fetch us home from Robin Court of Robin Drive :P full of robins. heeh.

and when the picture turns blurred.

I went for an interview at Best Denki office where JJ and Chichi is working at. But i doubt i'll get a job due to the vacancies. Boring holidays ;( Coincidentally, saw Sebas there.

Had dinner with Yingrui at Miss Clarity.

As usual, she had cod fish.

Tom Yam Pasta. Something new for me :)



Went over to look for JO at her friend's house. Kfc could be antidote.



Rushed down to OLIE MOLIE at 1am.



Evan's botak head.





They had 5 towers? ha.







Let's 5 10 altogether now!



Went for supper with Xiangkun and Jerome near my house and headed home.

' Nothing's impossibe ' How true can that be, how to accomplish the impossibles. I wonder.

TAGS

Hannah : hahas. didn't you get one when you were young? i don't think i did but i had tons of barbies. heeh. yes mdm! i seldom club laaa. and seldom drink too :)

Jia : Opps. Someone seems to be deeply in love with me. kekeke. BFF k. ( Since you said it first ) I'm glad to contribute all the laughters into your life babe.

Esther : You hate. Not me. When will you stop hating baby? :)

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Johnne : HAHA. my real daddy didn't go too. all daddies never go, neglected poor daughter.

Mico : wondered how we all made friends with each other. HAHAs. Make me scare of my new class ;(

knowing what's the best for me.

Went for jacuzzi over at the club. Great for relaxing my lazy bones.

Super nice view. How not to feel relaxed?






The Arena.



I had 7 lychee martini for the first time.





After drinks, its MOS for us.



It seems like MOS toilets has always been the best place to cam-whore eh?







Having fun :)
































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I met Katrine at MOS too. With Junjie :)



Great companies for the day. All the pretty ladies :D





Had fun :) I guess i shouldnt hate MOS so much for now.

too many unnecessary feelings that needs to be thrown away. unknowingly, i'm feeling grey.

Caught the movie - Penelope with Yingrui and Vicky before meeting up with the rest. DMS meet up :) i'm loving it.

Fairytale - like . How i wish i was in one of those stories.



Get me all of these and i will forgive you for your mistakes. Heeh.



Don't know why she like those toys, doesn't look alluring at all.

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A pillow?

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Multi-functioned! Story book on the inside.



Oh, did i tell everyone i'm a fan of pokemon. They're so adorable!

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All the pokemon toys :D







she likes elmo.



Jj ever told us she wanted to skate to school, so we found her this !



And i said i would roller blade to school and she found me this -_-



No violence pls.



Love or hate?






Kids these days are fortunate, they even have pretty ipod casing.



Princess crowns and glass slippers. Aww. i wanna be cinderella.



Propose to her with the size of this ring or bigger :)





This toy cost $149. Poor parents.



I want to use this in class next time :)



How nice to be barbie. So perfect in everything.



A short snow white.







Headed to have dinner :D



















You're the one that made me believe in platonic friendship :)











Went for ktv after dinner !

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These outings are always so fun :) Too bad Leya and the others didn't manage to join us.


what's real and what's superficial. perhaps i'm just wishing that all the pretty words are true and all the rest are fake. i cant differentiate or am i just wanting the scenario that seems sky high. when it all seem nice on the surface, i wonder, who thinks of you when you're not needed.

if only, i could have a heart made of steel.

Met baby Esther to watch ' Don't mess with the Zohan '. Quite funny but it's a bit sick thou x.x

The female lead was hot! I think every girl dreams for a body like hers :)

Settled our dinner at Sakae. Baby's cravings for Sushi is getting serious :)

She doesn't wanna take picture :(

Baby Esther think of me where ever she goes man. She bought clothings for me and when she was ordering her eye lashes online, she ordered for me as well. Thats love :)

Thank you baby for the shirt, dress and eye lashes! I love it :)



Bought a pair of shoes :)

Headed of to Amk for K box with Huizhi and Yingrui. No pictures because of us doesn't have the mood to take :( Sang many many songs and it cured my ktv cravings. Went home at 2am and spotted a cockroach under my bed. ARGH. It freaked me out till i went over to Mom's room to sleep. I hate them. zzz.

I shouldn't be afriad of what i'm hearing. and what i'm used to. i shouldn't.

how this feeling warms up my heart.

I'm back from Batam :) Although it's just for 2 days but i enjoyed myself as thou it was a one week holiday ~

So many of us and thats why it was extremely fun!

Family warmth~

Our resort rooms :)

Breakfast ~

love mummy.

I love my uncle and aunt ! They took care of me when i was young and still super super dote on me until now. so much love :D

My 2 cousins came w/o their parents as they couldnt get away from work but they still enjoyed yea! with us, how not to? heeh.

My cute cousin, Geraldine :)

Cousins bonding :D

love love.

Kelong? hahas. The fishes there were hugeee.

My grandpa!

Big aunt.

Cousin Benjamin and i were the survival for the longest hours not sleeping. HAHAs. Both of us look lethargic.

Sisterly love.

Cousin Regina and her hubby.

My niece, nicole and geraldine.

Cousin Constance jie jie spent so much effort on this trip. Huggies.

Cousins - Ben, Nic and Bervin.

More cousins ! :D

I went Polo shopping :D Till now my heart is still back at the Polo shop. Regret i didnt grab more more more ! hahas. :P

What a nice and enjoyable trip after my Macroeconomics paper. :)

I actually slept from 5pm to 8am when i came back. Didn't know i could sleep so much. HAHAs. Did a mask and just sleeeep all the way man. Pay back for the hours of sleep i missed in Batam. 1 whole month of holiday and i dont know what to do with it. Help me with that yea. Meeting baby Esther for movie later :) Hope Jj's 1st day of work turns out well.

Tags

Micheal : Hahas. Really feel sad that DMS ended laaa. Really so much fun and time together. Hope your first day of school was good today :D

Xuanting : Hey momo! meet up soon laa. I am as free as ever okay. My phone 24/7 on. Call me man :D

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Weeteng : Hey momo! hahas. so here it is ~ Going to batam tmr. Meet up when i'm back. Our dear LXT having holidays now :)

Esther : Many updates just for you man, my loyal reader. Heeh. VS speedy bag pls :) miss me this weekend pls.

Jesslyn : Yeah man. We can organise a gathering once in a few months what ! Hopefully we can. Uni life shouldn't be busy till we have no time for that eh? ;( Really really feel sad that i cannot go Genting with you guys. Missed out on the best things! :(

and where can i run to.

Setting sail to BATAM tomorrow with my lovely bunch of relatives. Going to have to much fun time with my cousins by the seaside yea ! My silly Mico came back to SG today when tomorrow i'm going over to his placeeee. No fate at all man.

Batam, here we come :)

It's amazing how vividly we remember every moment spent on every single occasion. It has really been a wonderful time at DMS. pity pity that i couldnt go Genting. Got to really stop nagging about that. I hate to be naggy :(

I cannot tell,

whether it has gone over limits.

All i know is,

what i'm feeling now.

Clearly understanding the situation,

trying my best to go with the flow.

But when it reaches the peak,

it's just too hard to accept.

Maybe it happened beyond expectations,

or way out of hand it has gotten into.

Kept somewhere deep down,

with no escape routes.

and till i find a way,

or a place i can run to.

somewhere filled with everything nice,

flowers, chocolates and understanding.

may the star shine brightly for you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MUMMY~

love love.

May all her wishes come true and have the best luck for lottery :D

once again, i'm caught in the rain.

Argh~ I failed FTT again! Its the second time already. I'll just go ahead with practical then and in the mean time wait for the long awaiting FTT date. ZZZ. I regret not taking good care of my face and now it has become an irritant to my everyday life. Just a look in the mirror makes me feel uneasy to go out and covering it with make up will only make things worst. SAD SAD SAD.

I'll do anything to get my previous's face complexion back. Sufficient sleep, no late nights or ANYTHING. The more things i buy for my face, it means its the level up of my irritate level. Any good products for pimples or clogged pores? Introduce please.

I'm going to keep my face clean with wipes everyday. Keeping it clean would be a way i guess. Sigh sigh. It's definitely spoiling my mood.

Words without thoughts,

how true can it be?

Talk is cheap,

but believing cost greatly.

The disappointments make people grow,

grow in way not to believe and trust.

Building walls and pillars right around where you stand,

to be negative in every circumstances.

That is, if you can keep your heart icing cold.

Preventing any emotions to stir with what you hear.

and once again, i'm caught in the rain.

To trust or not to trust.

the joyful moments we've had.

There's a serious pictures overload so i'll let the slides solve my problem. DMS ended and all the joyful moments we've shared is beyond what words can explain.

Just after they came back from Genting. Sigh. Viewing their pictures, i feel so sad that i wasn't able to go. Missed out on it was such a pity :(((( Very touched that they actually insist to meet me straight after i've touched down and told me that my presence was missed! :D

Can you sense the happiness ?:D

All the times we've been through together was so much fun!

Mico getting up as early as 7am to teach me maths when he barely slept at all.

The way Jesslyn cooks for us.

How chiming make us laugh with arron kwok's actions.

The shopping sessions.

Endless gossips and chatting sessions with Vicky.

The times we slacked and rot in JJ's house and Jesslyn's house.

Our ktv sessions.

Drinking together.

Seeing how much Leya enjoys her food.

Staying outside class and chatting.

The boys gambling outside class.

Baking cookies over at my place with the girls.

Having lunch and dinner as often as ever.

The movies we watched together.

Frog porridge sessions over at Jesslyn's house for supper.

The last min race study sessions before our exams.

Getting together last min to complete our assignements.

Helping each other out in any way.

And definitely many more.....

all these i will not forget....

15 months just past like the speed of lightning. From sem 1 to sem 5. Everything just happened so quickly~ The friendship we share and the times we helped out each other in everything we can. I sincerely hope it can overcome anything even small arguements. Life's too short to spend it unhappily. Friendships grow fonder with a bigger heart for acceptance. Am so glad to know this bunch of friends and felt thankful for all the help they've given me unconditionally. Maybe on some things we have different perspective but i still hope our friendshipp would be stronger to be able hear each other out. I hope i haven't gave you guys too much trouble all these times:) Really really enjoyed the DMS with you guys man.

Sometimes we fight so hard unknowingly and we dont even know what we're fighting for.

JJ's house to study ! I wonder if it's a studying session or a eating session. Despite the amount of food we consumed, we manage to finish what we aimed to finished - 5 lectures. YAY!

Hk cafe at plaza ! Coincidentally met Marc there as well ~

And late dinner at Ichiban which is also at Bukit Panjang Plaza. We over ordered and we were so full until we were all holding on to our tummies ;(

This huge set belongs to none other than JJ :) But she barely finish half of it.

Thank you my dearest JJ :)

No pictures of us as we were all busy studying? HA. Joking ! It's all because we look unsuitable for the camera, a nicer term to phrase it in :)

Are our hearts blinded folded at times?

Or is it just a moment of perception that leads to being ignorant?

I wonder and ponder.

Emotions could be a type of poison,

with no antidote.

Would it be better off without?

Endless of doubts fills me up.

It might be being naive or overly trusting.

but at least it was after much analysis and logical explanations.

If only.

There was a clearer view of everything and everyone,

then i'll be able to tell what's up ahead.

A x factor that can make me learn and grow,

to step out of confusion and fear.

Only till then.

TAGS

I'll reply tags on post from now on :)

Esther: BABY ! you're always my loyal and efficient reader man. HAHA.

Ping: Okay! i will link you up soon :)

Mico: It's definitely not cool man ;( I feel bad about it. HAHAs. Come back sg le!

Jesslyn: I miss the class too. Yea. Thats why no matter what i stayed on that night. go out soon?

Sonia: Thanks girl. Well done on ya exams :)

Karmen: Yea man. Healthy lifestyle there. Eat punctually, sleep early and eat a lot. Look at how chubby my face has become :(

Relfy: HAHAs. Soon we got to share the love alr man but its okay, we understand :P

so this is how being lost in a maze feels like.

Accompany mummy to grandpa's place today. I think i should go more often, Sunday is suppose to be family day :) I woke up too early and slept awhile there ~ Till my banker cousin came over, so it became gambling time! Heeh. But i lost like $14? hahas. Oh well, but it was fun. Went to town alone to get my present shopping done. First time going to town alone! hahas.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DADDY !

Mummy's birthday is round the corner as well. Hope she likes the box of SK2 mask :)

Baby Esther's belated birthday present. I messaged her to test her out and i am sure all these is what she wants :) A straw bag that she eyed for quite some time and a eye shadow which she happen to tell me while i was testing her. HEEH.

Well, a present must look like one yea? The bag is too huge to wrap ;(

Stock up on my fake eye lashes :)

love love.

My sweet cousin Geraldine got me a Victoria Secret body wash. Loved it !

An update of my Shanghai shopping ~ Pretty good to buy sports wear there i guess.

a new hard disk.

Sometimes we fight so hard, but what are we actually fighting for? The sky turns dark with the missing shining sparkles. Where are the stars to lid up the grey skies.

what's wrong with me.

It's curry rice again ! Met jj for dinner and coincidentally met TC there with one of his friend. I guess the curry rice is simply too delicious.

I think i used this photo several times alr :p

If only, this could be the antidote.

Needed a shelter to hide, and off to JJ's house i go.

She loves beer now and when her cousin Shirly is home, we headed to a near by pub with no hestitation.

home sweet home.

No pictures with JJ because there's a overload of the pictures of both of us. But i still enjoy every single minute of her crappiness. Thanks babe.

Loved her company but it only happens once a in awhile ;(

It turns grey.

I need soul mates, not play mates. I need a place to run to, not a place to hide. A pillar to rely on, not just trying to stand as firm as i can.

give me a reason to trust.

Passed Mico's documents to his sister and met whitney for dinner since she works at raffles too :)

Sushi tei for dinner.

Bought a wallet from river island but its too small so i guess it's a waste :(

When a friend is down, the company never fails to turn up. That is, for Yingrui so Yingrui, cheer up :)

Partying at Zouk.

The level of crappyness between them is incredible.

Zhizhi is fun to be with.

Jj never fails to have her Mac meals. hee

Phuture's over-crowding problem is getting serious. Met Tc and Jared over there and thank you TC for pushing that sticky man out of the dance floor :) I'm sure my clique and Glady's clique will be super glad. HEEH.

i should be enlightened.

Sigh. No sunshine after the rain, its just another thunder storm. Need to go for 1 sub paper. Have been watching those interviews of Sichuan students and it really set me thinking about my life. They fight for so much just to study and their determination is admirable. Strive so hard to even survive to continue schooling, made me view life in a different way. Wished i could share the shows with all of my friends. It's really heart-warming to see people working so hard just hoping to find another life in that mess of disaster. Some even sacrificed themselves. It's really beyond reality. People think for others more than themselves. Luckily, the world doesnt seem to be so realistic afterall. Share more stories next time. Got to say hi to my notes and lipton tea bags. no love at all.

I'll miss moments like this.

Evan's enlistment date has reached! Had dinner together at a korean restaurant ~

8 treasure tea.

Mushroom Sashimi? hahas. my first time hearing of that thou.

a soup full of mushrooms.

and she hates mushrooms.

milk pudding.

Headed over to olie molie for drinks again !

INCOMPLETE PHOTOS - waiting for the others to send me, so update when i received them yea. I am a lazy camera woman.

Intially, wanted to head to Zouk to find leo and tc but i just couldnt leave them. The ending of DMS make me feel like sticking to them like honey and bee. Moments like this will be reduced and missed. Everyone will be busy with their own schooling life and that's of no choice i guess.

and this is the way i like it.

When i touched down, my friends ask me to join them for a drink! They insisted that no matter what i must come cause they miss me during the Genting trip. AWWW. I like the way they treat my presence. HEEH. So i came home, shower and flew out to meet them. Evan's enlisting soon so we'll accompany him for yesterday and today! So nice catching up with them. All the heart-warming hugs i received yesterday was nice ;) But to end of the day, i got to puke in the cab. Really remorseful over it man. Didn't mean to and its so dirty ;( Poor cab uncle, Xiang Kun and Jerome. Beer and liquor mix is definitely not for me. Tried so many times and end up puking. I guess its just liquor for me ;) No beer pls. I miss Singapore and everyone here man !

Upload pictures when i receive them.

A relaxing week in Shanghai ~ I've got enough rest and sleep but why am i having the worst break out i've ever experience ;( So pardon for the lack of Jean in pictures, really too ugly to be presented.

Nice ambience? Had our first day breakfast there !

To drive in china, its like playing Daytona. Look at where dad parked his car - the pavement. HAHAs. Right in front of a hotel ! Something new to me ;)

Lets take a tour around dad's house! Japenese style.

Daddy's japanese friend brought this all the way from Japan. How nice :)

Daddy and me won this at a bingo game when we're in Japan. What a cutie.

Off to Beijing !

Having my meal at Shanghai Pudong airport. I would give A star for their service attitude. The waitress whom was taking our orders keep bending down and when my parents ask her why, she said its more respectful! Even when mi parents told her they dont mind her standing straight, she still remained in that position until she finish the whole order. Well, when do we get that in Singapore?

Looks yummy and it is yummy :D

Arrived in Beijing.

A whole streets of snacks!

Fried Ice Cream - It taste like bread soaked in oil with ice cream inside. Heeh. I'll prefer it without the oil pls~

EWWWW. Creepy crawlies. I'll never dare to try this man! NEVER.

Cute looking crabs ~

I fell in love with it when i took my first bite.

Oysters.

Added a lil cute essense to capture Mummy. HEEH.

The smile says it all.

Daddy and Mummy ;)

My favorite! Why hasn't anyone introduced this to Singapore ;(

Streets of Beijing.

When it comes to Bejing duck, this is the place to go.

It's the most famous restaurant for Beijing duck.

Look at how thin and swift he slices the duck.

This is duck heart. Something new eh? Doesnt look nice but it taste nice. Chewy ~

Beijing's airport has improved and it looks very presentable now! Getting ready for the upcoming Oylimpics!

Daddy prepared some home-cooked meals! Yummmm~

This is a small historical town. The exterior is kept in it's original state but investors renovate the interior and now it has become a nice place to hang out! Great atmosphere yea~

You must be a non-quiet type of person to stay here man. All the pubs are around here.

Have a drink~

Mummy's birthday meal!

It's all in chinese ;(

The bread was superb. Soft on the inside and cripsy on the outside.

My soup came like this and make me wonder.

Then a waitress came to pour the soup in. HEEH. Calm soup.

Bro had duck soup :)

Calm Salad.

Plum juice to help us digest ~ How thoughtful.

The best steak i've ever tasted ! It's premium meat which means 1 cow only have a few pieces of these portion.

Mummy ate fish :) I think our eyes are already full because they have such nice presentation of the dishes! Eat with our eyes first then with our mouth right? :D

Dessert time! Daddy's so cute here. HAHA.

Mango Pudding

Those roses are real ! * GRINS *

This is beautiful eh? Just a scoop of ice cream and it looks so delicious.

I got held back when i saw the egg yolk. It's milk tea but surprisingly when my bro stirred it in for me, there was no taste of the yolk at all ! Luckily.

After such a nice meal, there's a present for us. How sweet.

Back to Shanghai. Had dinner with Dad's japanese friend at the Hotel near our place.

Super attractive, i mean the fishes ;)

So many of them! I wonder how many to be exact.

Cold dishes. The brown dish on the right is one of Shanghai's famous local dish. It's lotus and its super sweet.

Sashimi cannot be left out when it comes to Japanese.

This is delicious with a touch of vinegar. A lot of work to peel the little baby prawns.

Pigeon.

Never miss out the xiao long bao when you come to Shanghai!

Look at their carrefour. I wonder what they dont have here man. It's hugeee.

Different from Singapore? The rice isn't packed nicely there.

My shopping bubble burst ! Singapore's shopping is way better.

A mall for food but Uncle Alan treated us to a nice HK cuisine. Too busy eating for pictures ~

Streets of Shanghai.

Saw this in the mall. Everyone was busy playing the game - Audition at the corner and noone was there to serve. HAHAs. Game addicts.

I miss Bro, Dasao and Gerogia. It's a pity Dasao isn't here to anjoy all the nice food ! I'm sure she will. HEEH. Hope to visit them soon. Putting on a few pounds is a definite man. Look at all the food there.

the sea breeze brushing against my face.

A Sunday before i flew off. Suppose to rest at home and do some packing but i did otherwise. Had dinner at Changi, then headed down Serrangoon Gardens to meet my dear pals evan, kelvin and evan's girlfriend. After the cups and cups of beer which i hated, Eugene and Mark came to pick me up to find Whitney. Headed to East coast for more drinks. That's when, i became a little unglam in front of friends. Puke a little, and thats why i hated beer all along. Felt unglam but what happened had already happened ~ aww.

pretty flowers ~

Touched down at Shanghai last night :) Still cannot escape the need of computer or rather, internet. Hahas. Quickly got my hands on Daddy's laptop.

End of stressful days for now.

Finally, endless of lipton tea to keep me awake during the studying hours is not needed anymore :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BABY ESTHER!

Finding for the birthday girl? Upload the pictures when i'm back. Waiting for her to send me :)

Headed to Phuture after that. I had a bad day ;( Forgotten to put my ic back into my wallet after exams. Ended up i got to head home to get it. The lucky thing is Robin fetched us back to Zouk at a flying speed. Heeh.

My best companies. Love them.