I can't wait for exams to be over !

Argh ! What a word to begin the post but exams is just a day away from now. So its all about study, study and study ! Slacked one and a half month away and this is the only time to make up for it. Endless sleepless nights and feeling hungry during late nights. I felt hungry but reluctant to eat anything because when i consume anything at night, i will feel that i gain 10kg immediately. Okay, i know its totally impossible but that's how i would feel. However, today i could not stand with the hunger and all the concentration eating my brain power i had cup noodles ! The only brand i like is nissin but no seafood flavour ;( so i had the mushroom chicken flavour.

Feel so fat now, what to do? am a girl afterall, so i will feel like one. I had Sake sushi for dinner but didn't eat much because i don't really have the appetite. However, i did had my favourtie Hotate Mentaiyaki ( Scallops ) ;D . Went to poh kim to find deathnote vcds but still, dont have ! aww. I'm over mesmerized by L i guess. Actually i asked Yingrui to come over for some food but it suddenly poured heavily so i turned to my cup noodles. All of my classmates are working hard too, Kel gave me a call to remind me to study and so i will ;( Even my laptop is giving up on me, got to restart it.

Jac's birthday post will be after exams because there are too many photos to edit :)

I'm so in love with L !

Today, i went to catch the movie - Death note spin off ; L change the world. It all started out with the anime, i got so hooked up with the character L. Then, the movies deathnote 1 and deathnote 2 came out. The L in the movie looked so much alike with the anime as well ! After i finished the anime, i went to search for news of the authur of the storyline. Unfortunately, no news that the authur will continue writing. So sad. Anyways, i thought death note 1 and 2 was the end of L but surprisingly, L change the world came along ! So exciting. Although he seems like a weirdo but you cant deny the characteristic of L is so mysterious and intelligent. Doing everything with the minimum need to speak with his actions is so attractive ;) The way he hunches his back, he pick up things, eating unlimited sweet things, the way he type and everything about him is so alluring! Hahas. Okay, i may sound obssessed with him but he's only avaliable in fantasy and definitely not reality ;( .

I watched the movie with Szeman. After the movie, i wanted to get deathnote 1 and 2's vcd immediately but it wasn't avaliable. I want it so badly because the anime in my desktop is gone together with the desktop itself. Sad sad sad. Before the movie, we went to get some candy which is Szeman's favourite sweet. Looks cute but i bought it due to it's appearance. Anyway, i plan to bring it to school to share with classmates ;D Went to mos to chill and chat. Then, took a cab home.

How's the candy?

From : Simply bonbon ;)

End of the day quote : I'm so attracted to L. ;D

Art is amazing !

Last few days before exams start, which is why i would be seen obediently in class. Got to copy all the tips and notes lecturer give ! Hahas. Hopefully exams will be over soon, so holidays can come ;) Sometimes, SIM gives us good afternoon snacks and today there is something nice - a cute purple flower cake ;D . Anyways, after my friend sent me some awesome art pieces, i start to feel art is really an amazing thing. That is why there is this saying, a picture can tell a thousand words. The kind of feeling the art piece gives out, is beyong what words can tell. It's really beautiful so i uploaded the pictures. How i wished i had art talent as well ;( . Tomorrow's Jac's birthday, hope she's looking forward. Heeh.

Beautiful?

All her names in blue, because it's her favourite colour !

Purple flower cake :

The way life should be.

All of us only live once in our entire life but why are time just wasted away by leading a mundane life? Sigh. It's easy to say, live life to the fullest, the way we want it but there are definitely restrictions. Then again, motivation comes into place. Strong motivation to work towards our desired lifestyle instead of letting days past like this. Same goes for me, leading a mundane life. I need to make efforts in improving it but was taken away by laziness. Determination is the thing i need but has yet master it. I wanna improve and make new improved changes in my unmotivated life. Hopefully, that will come soon ;) In the meanwhile, exams are coming. Got to start the studying soon.

School was as boring as usual today.

Jj dumped me in school today again ! Damn it. hahas. School's ending in a few more months and still don't treasure the time with me ! She's going to regret it soon :P

Skipped boring lectures.

Coming up with the decision to skip school.

Went to office this morning. Got affected by random facts of how people were doing, that made me think that i wasn't determined enough in my every goal and aims. I needed more motivation and perserverance but it doesn't just come like the wind brushing my face every single day. But how? That's what i couldn't figure out. Confidence was something i was lack off but i really don't know how to be confident in myself. Be it appearance, goals or ideas, i can never be confident. One without confident is one who lacks ALOT. Oh well, after thinking, mood when down hill and *POOF* came a reason to skip school. Actually, i wanted to start studying early for ONCE because i was so unfamiliar with the subjects of this semester. With the thought of planning to study, i went to yr house after getting bread from yishun as Mummy said i couldnt do without lunch even though i wasn't hungry.

My not delicious lunch :

Yesterday, had a great time with some of my cousins and relatives. Brought back some new year mood although i lost money upon gambling from 2pm - 8pm and continueing after a break for dinner until 10pm. Lost $20++ ;( . Oh well, just once a year and my cousin, ben, has been lucky during every new year so its absolutely normal that i cant challenge his luck. A day before yesterday was his birthday so the winnings would be his birthday ang bao i guess. quite ALOT. hahas. I thought new year mood would be gone, but today Yingrui's mummy kindly came up all the way to the room to hand me an ang bao. Hahas. So kind yea. Being the picky jean in food, Yingrui was shocked that i had bread for lunch but the bread didn't really taste well either. Didn't manage to study, we just sat on bed using laptop and talking. Deciding where to bring Jac on her birthday this sat and what to get for her. We wanted to get something that would really make her happy this year and also, bring her to a place with nice ambience. So we decided to go town to shop for her present. Had Yingrui's mummy home cooked food which was delicious. Yummy!

Definitely not studying :

Took cab and went to DFS 1st. We could not decide on an item which was within our budget and good enough to satisfy her. Went to taka and paragon, still stuck with the same problem. Knowing Yingrui loves cake, brought her to a pretty unique cake shop in paragon and treated her. Then, we decided on a bag although both of us felt pretty heart pain. Hahas. . Above budget but once in a long while, so we hope she likes it. Down graded dinner standard thou, hope she don't mind ;( . Both of us were kind of unhappy with the color of the box, looks so mismatched but no choice yea. Went to a few shops before heading back.

Mismatched colours :

The taxi queue was as horrible as usual. Even tourists could not endure with the waiting time, came to us for help. We helped them called for a taxi because they didn't have a phone with them. Their cab came within 1 min. The couple got so grateful, the lady hugged Yingrui and me. Felt happy to be able to assist them. hahas. However, back to waiting for taxi. It's our turn but yet it was like forever. Finally came and i went home, Yingrui to Vanes house.

When is the next cab ever going to come?!

JJ asked me how is she going to spend her 2 hrs in school because her reason of going to school is ME. So JJ, now you know how i feel ! Always throwing me and vickie in school and making us video call you. Hahas.

PS : Vanes cheer up okay!

Happy new blog, happy late chinese new year and happy valentine's day.

Introducing a new blog !

Having a new space to trash out my feelings and a place to refresh my memories as well. Hopefully, i'll be hard working enough to continue posting yea. ;)

Happy chinese new year . ( kinda late ;p )

Went to aus to look for bro, dasao and georgia one day before chinese new year eve night. So reaching aus at chinese new year eve ! So looking forward to see bro, dasao and georgia. Haven't seen them for quite some time alr. After arriving, we went back home and all of us were so tired after the long flight. No SIA this time round, so got Quantas instead with no nice movies at all ;[ . So all of us took naps and later on, a family outing to the supermarket ! hahas. Went to get the stuff for steamboat for reunion dinner. Went to the chinatown over there, where there are more chinese food and chinese supermarket. All of us split direactions to get different stuff . Ge and me when to the vege part, one small bunch of coriandas ( i think it is not spelt this way ;p ) which mom calls it ' yum sui 'cost $3 for a small bunch ok ! Although i dont really know the ranges of vege, but bro and dasao cliams that it was suppose to be about 1buck. hahas. But its new year, so didn't bother much ;) . After that, went home and prepare for dinner !

As usual, i don't have any contributions to the kitchen chores so i played with my darling niece, Georgia ! She's super and ultra cute i should say.

Here's the pictures of her :

CUTE RIGHT? ;) I can spend hours just to play with her. hahas. she's so sweet. love her ;D

Then, steamboat's ready ! Here comes dinner, and i DID help to take the dishes outside so it was counted as contributing as well. Hee xP . Georgia had her dinner as well, we didn't forget about her.


Georgia had her dinner first :

Followed by us :

Yummy Reunion dinner with family warmth ;)

Enjoyed my reunion dinner !

Next day, ge brought us to a nice resort to relax. Georgia was so happy when she reach the resort and could not stop all the excitement of crawling around the floor. Super cute can ! Ge and me went swimming and i came back to use the jacuzzi bath tub which ge high recommanded. hahas. So comfortable, that was life man. Actually, we wanted to go to a restaurant for dinner but daddy decided to order deliver to our rooms to eat. After dinner, daddy and me requested to rent a vcd player because we were crazily chasing a hk lawyer show. hahas. and so we did. Both of us watched till late night to make full use of the rental as we're returning home tomorrow. Next day, had breakfast with a whole lot of china kids. Omg, it was like having war. I queued for eggs but i didnt get my chance ! No choice, got to snatch. hahas. No point queuing up yea. Surprisingly, their parents allowed them to come for a holiday on new year but daddy said, this is the only long holiday they have. They really eat alot, taken rice whereby they can just eat with tomato sauce and alot of bread. Some didn't finish but their teacher made them finish it which was good in a way because they took so much of food if they didn't finish up. It would have been wasted. After breakfast, we went back home yea.

She's such a cutie !

The remaining days, daddy and ge went golfing and me dasao mummy and georgia went shopping ! Bought lots of stuff as well. Even Georgia has a new jacket bought by dasao. hahas. Then, we had dinner at a small town for food and has wonderful food. Ge definitely brought us to the right place. Hee. After dinner we went to mountain top for a walk and the scenery was great ! A big beetle got stuck on dasao's shoe which gave me the chills, dad need to rub hard against the grass to remove it ok ! eeeeek. Too disgusted to take any picture of it.

Shoppings :

Scenery :

Look at her amazingly long eye lashes ! * ENVY *

That's about it for new year, came back to sg and school starts. Bye bye new year mood. ;)

Happy valentine's day !

Went to town with mico, sonia, jj, leya and vick ( AHEM ! someone left half way ok! xP ). However, there's choco from vickie which was so sweet of her to specially wrap it and bringing it all the way back from japan ! Thanks vickie ! Love ya ;D . Went shopping and bought a pair of striking pair of green shoes which vick spotted it. Met Szeman and Chingwai at liquid kitchen because i need to rush home to pass whitney her stuff and couldn't meet them at suntec. Szeman said she got to see me on vday no matter what ! hahas. So they came and even gave me a heart shaped winnie the pooh ! Thanks guys ! chatted till 4 am ok ! hahas. Yr bought me choco for vday as well. Thanks dear ! All my gifts were from girls but i appreciate it very much girls ;) Thats all for my boring valentine. ;p

Is it nice?

Thanks vickie !

Thanks Szeman and Chingwai! Hee.

Thank you yingrui !

Yingrui's addtional thoughtful card ;)