Skipped boring lectures.

Coming up with the decision to skip school.

Went to office this morning. Got affected by random facts of how people were doing, that made me think that i wasn't determined enough in my every goal and aims. I needed more motivation and perserverance but it doesn't just come like the wind brushing my face every single day. But how? That's what i couldn't figure out. Confidence was something i was lack off but i really don't know how to be confident in myself. Be it appearance, goals or ideas, i can never be confident. One without confident is one who lacks ALOT. Oh well, after thinking, mood when down hill and *POOF* came a reason to skip school. Actually, i wanted to start studying early for ONCE because i was so unfamiliar with the subjects of this semester. With the thought of planning to study, i went to yr house after getting bread from yishun as Mummy said i couldnt do without lunch even though i wasn't hungry.

My not delicious lunch :

Yesterday, had a great time with some of my cousins and relatives. Brought back some new year mood although i lost money upon gambling from 2pm - 8pm and continueing after a break for dinner until 10pm. Lost $20++ ;( . Oh well, just once a year and my cousin, ben, has been lucky during every new year so its absolutely normal that i cant challenge his luck. A day before yesterday was his birthday so the winnings would be his birthday ang bao i guess. quite ALOT. hahas. I thought new year mood would be gone, but today Yingrui's mummy kindly came up all the way to the room to hand me an ang bao. Hahas. So kind yea. Being the picky jean in food, Yingrui was shocked that i had bread for lunch but the bread didn't really taste well either. Didn't manage to study, we just sat on bed using laptop and talking. Deciding where to bring Jac on her birthday this sat and what to get for her. We wanted to get something that would really make her happy this year and also, bring her to a place with nice ambience. So we decided to go town to shop for her present. Had Yingrui's mummy home cooked food which was delicious. Yummy!

Definitely not studying :

Took cab and went to DFS 1st. We could not decide on an item which was within our budget and good enough to satisfy her. Went to taka and paragon, still stuck with the same problem. Knowing Yingrui loves cake, brought her to a pretty unique cake shop in paragon and treated her. Then, we decided on a bag although both of us felt pretty heart pain. Hahas. . Above budget but once in a long while, so we hope she likes it. Down graded dinner standard thou, hope she don't mind ;( . Both of us were kind of unhappy with the color of the box, looks so mismatched but no choice yea. Went to a few shops before heading back.

Mismatched colours :

The taxi queue was as horrible as usual. Even tourists could not endure with the waiting time, came to us for help. We helped them called for a taxi because they didn't have a phone with them. Their cab came within 1 min. The couple got so grateful, the lady hugged Yingrui and me. Felt happy to be able to assist them. hahas. However, back to waiting for taxi. It's our turn but yet it was like forever. Finally came and i went home, Yingrui to Vanes house.

When is the next cab ever going to come?!

JJ asked me how is she going to spend her 2 hrs in school because her reason of going to school is ME. So JJ, now you know how i feel ! Always throwing me and vickie in school and making us video call you. Hahas.

PS : Vanes cheer up okay!